So I guess I don't really know what to say. It's not your fault though. And I don't really think it's your responsibility. You're doing what you should be doing, going to college. He's supposed to be the adult (even if what he did wasn't really acting like one).
My dad smokes pot, like all the time 24/7. Which, I don't know, I guess pot isn't that bad for you or whatever, but I would think it's not good to go to work high. And I don't know, I just feel like I have to take care of him a lot, just because I'm like all he has. But you really can't take care of anyone but yourself. Only they can help themselves. I always thought people were just saying that to make me feel better that I couldn't make my parents better, but I'm beginning to see it's really the truth. No matter how much you try to fix them, you just can't and you'll screw yourself up trying.
Also, I'm not sure I can put into word how much I admire you for being able to get through what you have, much less get through it and still be such an awesome person. And graduating, getting into college, going to college. Just amazing. Um and you know, if you ever need to talk I'm here.
My dad smokes pot, like all the time 24/7. Which, I don't know, I guess pot isn't that bad for you or whatever, but I would think it's not good to go to work high. And I don't know, I just feel like I have to take care of him a lot, just because I'm like all he has. But you really can't take care of anyone but yourself. Only they can help themselves. I always thought people were just saying that to make me feel better that I couldn't make my parents better, but I'm beginning to see it's really the truth. No matter how much you try to fix them, you just can't and you'll screw yourself up trying.
Also, I'm not sure I can put into word how much I admire you for being able to get through what you have, much less get through it and still be such an awesome person. And graduating, getting into college, going to college. Just amazing. Um and you know, if you ever need to talk I'm here.
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