i really want to be a superhero, instead of being such a zero
man things have been insane. like me and rueff kinda had another fight but we talked it out last night.. i just dont know anymore. ok he's changed a lot since we've been going out. and like sometimes i love being in a relationship with him and i just love him but i dont know anymore. im not even sure if im mad at him now..im not sure if we should hang out today and forget the whole thing..im not sure ya know?
and like before hector was annoying the crap out of me asking if Rueff was an idiot. he asked like everyone at my table, he asked some teachers and stuff. and im like "WHY DO YOU CARE??!!" and hes like "i just wanted to see if i was right." now i didnt believe that reason whatsoever so i asked joe about it and he's like "one question..is he single?" "yea" "he likes you." so you know i was thinking about that all day. he likes me now? i liked him forever ago when he had a girlfriend and i was kinda lost in that all day.
so like i was talking to hector last night and he was going to go workout but he came back to tell me this:
euphonic drifter: oh and one more thing
euphonic drifter returned at 4:08:22 PM.
euphonic drifter: earlier today when you asked me why do i care if your boyfriend is an idiot, its because i care about you
euphonic drifter: but i wasnt sure if i should say that
euphonic drifter: in public i mean
Liz iz a PIMP: care about me how?
euphonic drifter: i just want to be assured that your partner knows what hes doing completely
euphonic drifter: so he doesnt hurt you involuntarily due to just not thining about it
euphonic drifter: like the religion thing
euphonic drifter: things like that
Liz iz a PIMP: ah
Liz iz a PIMP: but is that in like a friendly way or do you like me?
euphonic drifter: friendly way
euphonic drifter: you have the potential to be someone id look to as a partner
euphonic drifter: but youd need to develop more
euphonic drifter: as of right now, you look like youre on the right path
Liz iz a PIMP: ah
Liz iz a PIMP: well maybe in the future
euphonic drifter: its a possibility
euphonic drifter: im thinking it would take you the greater part of your adolescence
Liz iz a PIMP: yea
Liz iz a PIMP: i had a feeling thats what was going on
euphonic drifter: trust your intuition
Liz iz a PIMP: ok
euphonic drifter: i just needed to tell you that
Liz iz a PIMP: i appreciate it
euphonic drifter: misunderstanding is not healthy
euphonic drifter: and that comes through communication
euphonic drifter: :-)
euphonic drifter: take care
euphonic drifter: i also forgot to say bye before i left to work out
Liz iz a PIMP: ok
Liz iz a PIMP: take care too
Liz iz a PIMP: bye
euphonic drifter: goodbye
euphonic drifter is away at 4:14:37 PM.
so i dunno. i kinda feel better about it and i mean i tell hector a hell of a lot. he helps me through things and stuff. hes good like that. and i feel better that i have someone to talk to about everything. taylors been a love too. we talked on the phone for a while last night. and like the one thing tho was when we called up rueff.. three-wayed...he didnt know i was on the phone.. and he explained that i was overreacting about what he said because all he meant to say is that i should broaden my horizons but i dunno some of what he said got to me. so i dont even know if im mad with him right now. i just dont know. hopefully the right path will present itself. idk
boom boom kaboom
♥♥♥
and like before hector was annoying the crap out of me asking if Rueff was an idiot. he asked like everyone at my table, he asked some teachers and stuff. and im like "WHY DO YOU CARE??!!" and hes like "i just wanted to see if i was right." now i didnt believe that reason whatsoever so i asked joe about it and he's like "one question..is he single?" "yea" "he likes you." so you know i was thinking about that all day. he likes me now? i liked him forever ago when he had a girlfriend and i was kinda lost in that all day.
so like i was talking to hector last night and he was going to go workout but he came back to tell me this:
euphonic drifter: oh and one more thing
euphonic drifter returned at 4:08:22 PM.
euphonic drifter: earlier today when you asked me why do i care if your boyfriend is an idiot, its because i care about you
euphonic drifter: but i wasnt sure if i should say that
euphonic drifter: in public i mean
Liz iz a PIMP: care about me how?
euphonic drifter: i just want to be assured that your partner knows what hes doing completely
euphonic drifter: so he doesnt hurt you involuntarily due to just not thining about it
euphonic drifter: like the religion thing
euphonic drifter: things like that
Liz iz a PIMP: ah
Liz iz a PIMP: but is that in like a friendly way or do you like me?
euphonic drifter: friendly way
euphonic drifter: you have the potential to be someone id look to as a partner
euphonic drifter: but youd need to develop more
euphonic drifter: as of right now, you look like youre on the right path
Liz iz a PIMP: ah
Liz iz a PIMP: well maybe in the future
euphonic drifter: its a possibility
euphonic drifter: im thinking it would take you the greater part of your adolescence
Liz iz a PIMP: yea
Liz iz a PIMP: i had a feeling thats what was going on
euphonic drifter: trust your intuition
Liz iz a PIMP: ok
euphonic drifter: i just needed to tell you that
Liz iz a PIMP: i appreciate it
euphonic drifter: misunderstanding is not healthy
euphonic drifter: and that comes through communication
euphonic drifter: :-)
euphonic drifter: take care
euphonic drifter: i also forgot to say bye before i left to work out
Liz iz a PIMP: ok
Liz iz a PIMP: take care too
Liz iz a PIMP: bye
euphonic drifter: goodbye
euphonic drifter is away at 4:14:37 PM.
so i dunno. i kinda feel better about it and i mean i tell hector a hell of a lot. he helps me through things and stuff. hes good like that. and i feel better that i have someone to talk to about everything. taylors been a love too. we talked on the phone for a while last night. and like the one thing tho was when we called up rueff.. three-wayed...he didnt know i was on the phone.. and he explained that i was overreacting about what he said because all he meant to say is that i should broaden my horizons but i dunno some of what he said got to me. so i dont even know if im mad with him right now. i just dont know. hopefully the right path will present itself. idk
boom boom kaboom
♥♥♥