feeling better...
my voice is almost shot. i have been coughing my head off all this weekend, well, starting last wednesday.
i wasnt in school thursday or friday cause i had some icky sinus infection/tummy virus thing. yea, puking is so no fun... and all of you who were at my house on friday know the extent of my sickness... stupid 101.5 temperature at katies party.... i hope you guys had fun! im glad i got to be there for most of it, before i went to my room, the frosting war was great! i think richard and aaron won.
thanks to those of you who offered your niceness to my last post. i have come to the realization that as long as your in high school, theres going to be high school drama. stupid crushes, broken friendships, disgusting gossip, wannabe loves, torn hearts, guilty feelings, and a never ending need to fit in. but, when you get to college, its gonna be the same college drama, when you get a job, its gonna be your job drama. but with every step from high school to your job, you gain more maturity and are better apt to decifer between "the drama" and a real life decision worth your time. but i have also decided to include the goods of high school, along with the bad, like the lasting friendships, the knowledge inducing lessons, the random conversations, the trustworthy relationships, the well spent time doing nothing, the morality inspiring hardships, the rib splitting laughter, and always the slow learned knowledge of what love really is. (always learning though...) so thanks guys, for helping me realize that stressing over stupid people is stupid. this is high school, stupid people can suck my dick.
you wanna know what i think is insanely gross? meaningless sex. when 2 people ingage in sex with no strings, no emotions, nothing. ugh. im so disgusted. sex is a God-given gift to a married couple, and should not be taken for granted. especially when youre doing it just because. sex should mean something, it should make you feel something. something mentally and spiritually, not just physically. i dont care what anyone says, sex has a binding hold between 2 people. when you sleep with someone, you give them a part of you, and if you can give that part away and not care to whom it goes to, or if the other person is taking pieces from other people too, well then you should examine yourself more thoroughly than ever before. sex is so underrated. everyone has sex, with everyone, and no one thinks twice about how sacred sex is supposed to be. im sorry, i know youre all probably thinking im being a ranodm idiot, but i came across a friend who is engaing in pointless, supposed flesh fullfilling, "emotionless" sex, and i think it is ridiculous. why are people so bent about having feelings? yes, they get hurt, we all saw my last post... but as i have learned, and as many others have, or will, feelings get better, they get fixed, friends come and make right what has been wronged. and what is wrong is thinking that you can stow away your feelings by saying there are none there. cause there are.
well, im done being deep-ish, me and katie are gonna finish trying on our cute little skirts! i love you all so super much!!!!!! (wow, thats blonde for ya...)
i wasnt in school thursday or friday cause i had some icky sinus infection/tummy virus thing. yea, puking is so no fun... and all of you who were at my house on friday know the extent of my sickness... stupid 101.5 temperature at katies party.... i hope you guys had fun! im glad i got to be there for most of it, before i went to my room, the frosting war was great! i think richard and aaron won.
thanks to those of you who offered your niceness to my last post. i have come to the realization that as long as your in high school, theres going to be high school drama. stupid crushes, broken friendships, disgusting gossip, wannabe loves, torn hearts, guilty feelings, and a never ending need to fit in. but, when you get to college, its gonna be the same college drama, when you get a job, its gonna be your job drama. but with every step from high school to your job, you gain more maturity and are better apt to decifer between "the drama" and a real life decision worth your time. but i have also decided to include the goods of high school, along with the bad, like the lasting friendships, the knowledge inducing lessons, the random conversations, the trustworthy relationships, the well spent time doing nothing, the morality inspiring hardships, the rib splitting laughter, and always the slow learned knowledge of what love really is. (always learning though...) so thanks guys, for helping me realize that stressing over stupid people is stupid. this is high school, stupid people can suck my dick.
you wanna know what i think is insanely gross? meaningless sex. when 2 people ingage in sex with no strings, no emotions, nothing. ugh. im so disgusted. sex is a God-given gift to a married couple, and should not be taken for granted. especially when youre doing it just because. sex should mean something, it should make you feel something. something mentally and spiritually, not just physically. i dont care what anyone says, sex has a binding hold between 2 people. when you sleep with someone, you give them a part of you, and if you can give that part away and not care to whom it goes to, or if the other person is taking pieces from other people too, well then you should examine yourself more thoroughly than ever before. sex is so underrated. everyone has sex, with everyone, and no one thinks twice about how sacred sex is supposed to be. im sorry, i know youre all probably thinking im being a ranodm idiot, but i came across a friend who is engaing in pointless, supposed flesh fullfilling, "emotionless" sex, and i think it is ridiculous. why are people so bent about having feelings? yes, they get hurt, we all saw my last post... but as i have learned, and as many others have, or will, feelings get better, they get fixed, friends come and make right what has been wronged. and what is wrong is thinking that you can stow away your feelings by saying there are none there. cause there are.
well, im done being deep-ish, me and katie are gonna finish trying on our cute little skirts! i love you all so super much!!!!!! (wow, thats blonde for ya...)