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i hate this. i really do. cant sleep, cant focus, cant think of anything but why. why did everything go wrong at once? why does it still hurt? there is so much i want to say, but cant get the courage to. i just want normalcy. for once in my life, i dont want change, i dont want different, i dont want adventure, i want normalcy. a constant, an always, a never ending. an understanding that nothing can go wrong, as long as i have you, you have me, and no one interrupts it. i hate change.
im up so early, its weird. i dont like early either. the earlier it is, the coler i think it is. i have on like 5 layers, and im still freezing my ass off. stupid coldiness. my hands havent stopped shaking for 3 days. and its not even snowing!
i need to hibernate... [mmmmmm, bear fat....]
im up so early, its weird. i dont like early either. the earlier it is, the coler i think it is. i have on like 5 layers, and im still freezing my ass off. stupid coldiness. my hands havent stopped shaking for 3 days. and its not even snowing!
i need to hibernate... [mmmmmm, bear fat....]