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i've decided to have a break from bus. i feel like i've out grown it. ive been there for over 3 years. its time i leave for a while. i dont really need it much anymore. i dont have problems like everyone else, my life is ok. im just wasting space on there that other people could use. so im taking a break. it'll be hard though. i've been there nearly everyday for over 3 years. its become a habit. i think thats why im still there, out of habit. i need a break. i need to get my life on track. i need to stop being in my room all the time and on the internet for hours. i was thinking about joining a part time pottery class or something.
my mum was in hospital last week. she came out yesterday and shes staying round my house with my sister. the doctor said she might have something called cushings syndrome, it makes you put on weight, have depression and anxiety, moodiness, heavy periods. and now she reckions me and my sister might have it. shes been telling everyone all day. its doing my head in. it'll be ok if i do have it, i'll mean im not over weight cause im a greedy bitch lol. and i'll get help losing weight. but the chances of me having it i think are slim. its very rare. so what are the chances or 3 people in one family having it. plus i think if i do have it it'll explain why anti-depressiants dont help me. but i doubt i have it. im probably just a greedy fat, moody bitch lol. i have to go to the hospital next tuesday to see if i can get tested for it. oh well.
my mum was in hospital last week. she came out yesterday and shes staying round my house with my sister. the doctor said she might have something called cushings syndrome, it makes you put on weight, have depression and anxiety, moodiness, heavy periods. and now she reckions me and my sister might have it. shes been telling everyone all day. its doing my head in. it'll be ok if i do have it, i'll mean im not over weight cause im a greedy bitch lol. and i'll get help losing weight. but the chances of me having it i think are slim. its very rare. so what are the chances or 3 people in one family having it. plus i think if i do have it it'll explain why anti-depressiants dont help me. but i doubt i have it. im probably just a greedy fat, moody bitch lol. i have to go to the hospital next tuesday to see if i can get tested for it. oh well.