one year anniversary
a year ago today jenny was here at my house, we kissed and have been together ever since.
i can hardly believe all this has happened, things dont just happen to me, they happen to other people, both good and bad.
but it has, and this year has been the most amazing year of my life, we've done so much together, seen so many places and people. our relationship has just got stronger and stronger and whats more we can see a bit of a future together. i like that.
i never though i could be as close to someone as i am to her, i never thought i could love anyone as much as i love her.
i feel for the first time in a very long time, maybe ever, im just being myself, when im with her im actually allowed to just be, i dont have to live up to anything, anyones expectations of me.
its almost surreal all this, it really is. maybe cause when im here at home, things are just the same as they ever were, hardly anything changes or happens here. thats probably slightly dramatic but its not far off. i could still be 12, not 22. i feel like ive been going through things that i should have been going through when i was 12, but then i am a bit slow.
anyway, today is a happy day, im so glad we found each other and that things worked out for us.
i just miss her so terribly much, but we got to talk a bit earlier which was really nice. and maybe we'll be together again in a few weeks. ugh that sounds like such a long time away. oh well.
i love her and am in love with her, and thats whats important today.
i can hardly believe all this has happened, things dont just happen to me, they happen to other people, both good and bad.
but it has, and this year has been the most amazing year of my life, we've done so much together, seen so many places and people. our relationship has just got stronger and stronger and whats more we can see a bit of a future together. i like that.
i never though i could be as close to someone as i am to her, i never thought i could love anyone as much as i love her.
i feel for the first time in a very long time, maybe ever, im just being myself, when im with her im actually allowed to just be, i dont have to live up to anything, anyones expectations of me.
its almost surreal all this, it really is. maybe cause when im here at home, things are just the same as they ever were, hardly anything changes or happens here. thats probably slightly dramatic but its not far off. i could still be 12, not 22. i feel like ive been going through things that i should have been going through when i was 12, but then i am a bit slow.
anyway, today is a happy day, im so glad we found each other and that things worked out for us.
i just miss her so terribly much, but we got to talk a bit earlier which was really nice. and maybe we'll be together again in a few weeks. ugh that sounds like such a long time away. oh well.
i love her and am in love with her, and thats whats important today.