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Happy Valentine's Day. now that that's over with.
i haven't been playing very well in hockey this season. i dunno why really i just see all these little mistakes i keep making and they're bothering me. i know that typically i'm the one that's critizing everyone else for their play and that's another reason this is bothering me. i feel like i'm lowering myself to what i always get upset over. lately it's been positioning when i have someone breaking in on me 1-1. it's funny tho that most of the time i play acceptably well. i don't make mistakes usually. and i'll get other people good passes, break up other peoples scoring chances, and just play solid. and now that i've been shaky i have people that either show up drunk or always play shaky berating my play.
i don't think i'm going to play on the spitfires after this season. i don't wanna feel like i'm throwing away my money and right now that's how i feel.
i want to go see kraft in NC. i was planning on going thurs-sat/sun. right now i just checking my bank accounts and i don't have enough to go and to pay the bills i have budgeted this month. i guess i'll call him in a little bit and tell him. he's gonna be upset but there's not much i can do about it. i just don't have the money. it's still not going to be a fun conversation.
my arm hurts. i can't open it all the way. i took a slash on my bicep just above the elbow. it doesn't look like much but it's one of the more painful things i've taken in hockey. it goes nicely with the puck to the throat i took last week monday.
things have me very confused. i don't really know where i stand... i wish there was just one definative answer.
work is work. i apparently know the rules too well because in the last 4 weeks i've had arguements over rules with 3 supervisors and an assistant manager and i've been proven right each time. i wanna try for a trainer position but there are none available. my manager (not the one i proved wrong) says i should move to the compliance deptartment because of how i know the rules and then i would be in the same dept as training and therefore would have more of an in when one opens up. at the same time the jet's i'm at makes a lot of money and there's a chance i could become a manager there which would translate to a lot of money for me which we all know money means a lot to me. it would be the fastest way to have all my bills paid off. so if that opens up i'm prolly going back there.
i can't really think of anything else to write...
oh. i opened a myspace www.myspace.com/_lastlaugh
that's really the end
i haven't been playing very well in hockey this season. i dunno why really i just see all these little mistakes i keep making and they're bothering me. i know that typically i'm the one that's critizing everyone else for their play and that's another reason this is bothering me. i feel like i'm lowering myself to what i always get upset over. lately it's been positioning when i have someone breaking in on me 1-1. it's funny tho that most of the time i play acceptably well. i don't make mistakes usually. and i'll get other people good passes, break up other peoples scoring chances, and just play solid. and now that i've been shaky i have people that either show up drunk or always play shaky berating my play.
i don't think i'm going to play on the spitfires after this season. i don't wanna feel like i'm throwing away my money and right now that's how i feel.
i want to go see kraft in NC. i was planning on going thurs-sat/sun. right now i just checking my bank accounts and i don't have enough to go and to pay the bills i have budgeted this month. i guess i'll call him in a little bit and tell him. he's gonna be upset but there's not much i can do about it. i just don't have the money. it's still not going to be a fun conversation.
my arm hurts. i can't open it all the way. i took a slash on my bicep just above the elbow. it doesn't look like much but it's one of the more painful things i've taken in hockey. it goes nicely with the puck to the throat i took last week monday.
things have me very confused. i don't really know where i stand... i wish there was just one definative answer.
work is work. i apparently know the rules too well because in the last 4 weeks i've had arguements over rules with 3 supervisors and an assistant manager and i've been proven right each time. i wanna try for a trainer position but there are none available. my manager (not the one i proved wrong) says i should move to the compliance deptartment because of how i know the rules and then i would be in the same dept as training and therefore would have more of an in when one opens up. at the same time the jet's i'm at makes a lot of money and there's a chance i could become a manager there which would translate to a lot of money for me which we all know money means a lot to me. it would be the fastest way to have all my bills paid off. so if that opens up i'm prolly going back there.
i can't really think of anything else to write...
oh. i opened a myspace www.myspace.com/_lastlaugh
that's really the end