Do I use this thing solely to rant? You betcha.
I just wanted to say that I have a huge monster crush on a guy that doesn't like me and it sucks! I hate to be the pathetic livejournal poster but I am so sick of being alone. And I'm not alone at all. I have such good friends and I'm so grateful for them but I've never had a relationship and its something I think about every day. That it must be nice to feel attractive and really connect with another person. Though again, I really connect with my friends. Maybe I'm just a complainer. I know I have it so good but still...Grrr!!!! I hate feeling like this...I know its time to reason myself out of liking him but I almost don't want to. Its just so nice having hope...or at least pretending like there's hope...