They're Christians. The whole house had barely any stuff. No friggen sign whatsoever that a kid lives there beyond some things in his room... which is actually still used as a spare room. It has two single beds in it, and decorated like a granny's wet dream.
I got his clothes and school shit, and some other bits and piecs, but that's about it. The fucking cold-hearted arseholes wouldn't even give me any baby photos.
That doesn't mean they need to live in some lavender-laden granny house. Having said that, Christians are a little whacked in the head. I can't believe that. Poor Ciaran. No wonder his eyes are practically falling out at the prospect of a room that's truly his. Did you get my last picture? He's getting through that mural. It's amazing watching him work.
Bastards. Good riddance to them. Hope they choke on their potpurri.
I'm not saying it does, but they do. They're not even granny fucking age. The grandmother is only about late forties, something like that. Fucking Protestants. They always seemed to have freaking weird ideas. Aye, I did. Fuck, I just want to be home. Is he alright?
She signed over the parental rights for him. She's... fuck, it's just a more screwed situation than I even thought.
If only you had the flying car from Harry Potter, huh? You will be home, love. Do you want anything when you get back? Need me to crack a can of Guinness and get your slippers ready? Well, now he's away from the Protestants and being raised... um, Catholic-ish?
Wow, that's... Wow. It's really happening. Why do you say that?
I only watched the first two of those, the other day when the kid was snotting all over the place. Pretty fucking cool for a kid's movie. Hey, fuck, I'm not that old yet. I'm hoping I'll be over the anger by the time I get back. Or Atheist. Kid isn't christened.
She didn't want the photos of him. I don't know. The whole thing was fucking weird, but she signed, and let her folks know I was coming. She wanted an abortion, the parents said no. She never managed to want him more than she wanted her next hit. Some days, she didn't even have money to feed him.
I don't actually mind them. They're good for a bit of fun. I'm tempted to watch the third one tonight and use Ciaran as my excuse. Just having a lend, love. I'll just give you a big hug instead. Is he supposed to be?
The last part you already knew, didn't you? Or at least suspected. Christ, guilted into having him? That doesn't exactly make me feel at ease either. And now she's probably feeling guilty about how she treated him given she's had all this time to think about it. Maybe she's just readying herself to just be left out of his life. Easier than watching from a distance?
Why not. He'll pass out cold halfway through, anyway, then you can indulge in your guilty pleasures over the specky magical kid all on your own. Not necessarily. I'm actually glad he ain't Protestant, if that's what it leads to.
Abortion would disgrace the family name, supposedly. They didn't want him either, they just didn't want the family tainted. There's guilt, but not like you think. She's not sorry, she won't apologise. She knows what she was like. Aye, I could maybe buy that, if she was ever in his life to start with. She wasn't. She admits she doesn't even remember him growing up.
The third one has Gary Oldman. I know he's looking rough around the edges these days, but I always had a bit of a thing for him. Fuck, me too. I don't need Ciaran to be trying to drown us in potpurri and a cold, empty house.
Sometimes I still can't believe people like them exist. Are you confused because maybe you thought she'd fight you a bit more on it?
No getting the shits when I admit to having a thing for Michelle Pfieffer then. I want to get him christened Catholic. Not that I think dunking him in some water will fix everything, but... my parents would have wanted it.
I thought she would have cared about him more. Cared what she did to him. He's her kid. I thought that would have mattered. I'm not used to this weird thing called delusion. It's giving me a migraine.
I won't get the shits. I'd do her too. We can get him christened. I don't think it's ever too late. Might even help him realise he's got a fresh start. He's really ours.
Well, you don't have to live in delusion for very much longer. Maybe realising that she didn't care more is just more reason to get it right with Ciaran.
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Shit... How does he not have stuff? He's a kid! They always have stuff.
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I got his clothes and school shit, and some other bits and piecs, but that's about it. The fucking cold-hearted arseholes wouldn't even give me any baby photos.
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Bastards. Good riddance to them. Hope they choke on their potpurri.
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She signed over the parental rights for him. She's... fuck, it's just a more screwed situation than I even thought.
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Wow, that's... Wow. It's really happening. Why do you say that?
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She didn't want the photos of him. I don't know. The whole thing was fucking weird, but she signed, and let her folks know I was coming. She wanted an abortion, the parents said no. She never managed to want him more than she wanted her next hit. Some days, she didn't even have money to feed him.
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The last part you already knew, didn't you? Or at least suspected. Christ, guilted into having him? That doesn't exactly make me feel at ease either. And now she's probably feeling guilty about how she treated him given she's had all this time to think about it. Maybe she's just readying herself to just be left out of his life. Easier than watching from a distance?
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Abortion would disgrace the family name, supposedly. They didn't want him either, they just didn't want the family tainted. There's guilt, but not like you think. She's not sorry, she won't apologise. She knows what she was like. Aye, I could maybe buy that, if she was ever in his life to start with. She wasn't. She admits she doesn't even remember him growing up.
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Sometimes I still can't believe people like them exist. Are you confused because maybe you thought she'd fight you a bit more on it?
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I thought she would have cared about him more. Cared what she did to him. He's her kid. I thought that would have mattered. I'm not used to this weird thing called delusion. It's giving me a migraine.
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Well, you don't have to live in delusion for very much longer. Maybe realising that she didn't care more is just more reason to get it right with Ciaran.
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I dunno. My head's all fucked up. I just want to hug him, tell him it'll be okay.
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Be prepared to be covered in paint.
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I can't believe he's still at is. Has he eaten?
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