bleh
I feel sickish. I've been overstressing myself out to much. I've also started doing the thing that whenever anyone is around me I feel their pain, again. It suckks, and i've been getting so much crap lately. I tried that trusting thing again, and was shot down. I thought I could trust some people, but i guess not. I pushed myself so hard to start trusting others again to. so now i say bleh.....