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It's like 4 something in the morning.. I swear I'm nocturnal. I can't sleep, I'm not tired. So I thought I should be annoying and take up space on everyone's friend page. hehe Everyone is sleeping.. so I have nobody to talk to.. how annoying!
First time in months. make that the first time in like a year. how SAD!! I prefer lakes and rivers to the ocean, but it was fun, considering that I was with the madre (ugh) and my sisters. So I slept. Because that's what I do during the daytime. And I watched people.. This one little boy was playing pingpong (kinda?) in front of me with his dad.. and they dropped the ball and a seagull snatched it and flew over to the rocks and sat there. It was pretty funny.. the little boy was in tears and was very angry at the seagull. They finally got it though. People at the beach are funny. They keep me entertained. It's funny how the beach makes people want to run. Like you know they never run, but when they get to the beach they're like.. hmm.. i think i want to go for a run.. on the sand... yah, sounds like a plan.
I don't know what I feel right now. I think I need to get out of the house more.. because being at home so much gives me a lot of time to dwell on things.. and you know that is never a good thing. It just makes every situation worse, you know? Anywho, I just really want to go to Central Cali ASAP. But the madre won't let me. She thinks it's a waste of money. Heck, she thinks I'M a waste of money. And time.. and everything. I feel like a huge disappointment. Oh well. Too bad, so sad.
Oh it's getting really late. Hey, if I stay up for another hour and a half I can go for a walk. Nah. My eyes hurt..I think I'm gonna go to bed with Lucy now. <3
ps- if anybody else is up this late, let me know. I need somebody to talk to.. it gets lonely.