"Nobody knows....."

[randomartist]

So, I can't keep my own secrets. I wanna' tell everyone everything, It's really bad. I don't know why I do it but I can't feel anything without the world knowing. It's funny though. You meet someone and you say maybe I like them, deep down you realize you're tricking yourself but you don't admit it to yourself because if you make yourself believe something you can make everyone believe you. That is all fine and good until you meet someone else. Someone you like. Then you are honest with yourself and sort of screwed. If the person you really like doesn't return the sentiment well then you're in a super predicament. By then you've been honest with yourself and now you know you don't like the first person and then there's no one and you can't go back to the trick because then it's a lie and lieing is socially improper. Lonlieness ensues and ice cream is the answer. Then you get fat. Damn.

Hopefully this isn't in the cards for me, I really don't want to get fat.