change in lifestyle
i feel a bit overwhelmed...i would be lying if i said i was fine. to be honest i still feel very disconnected to everything going on. I was happy I had my daughter...she's beautiful and very cute. I just don't feel that happy about everything...I try to make myself...but it doesn't change anything. In many ways I feel my life is ruined...sometimes I wonder if i rushed into everything too quickly. sometimes i wish i was back in my room in my small quiet hometown away from it all. life would be so much easier...less complicated if i was living at home...single...still unaware to what life can be like. sometimes i feel like maybe i should of never gotten married...things would be better...i could be normal again. how did this all happen so fast? i wish i could just run away from it all...i need to run and hide far from everything.