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Well haven't wrote in awhile...starting to be my habit. Talked to Tim today...kinda weird to talk about why i wouldn't date him. I'm really glad I never went out with him...i mean...he's hot as hell and really cool...but I could bet that our relationship would go no where. He has really been going downhill...he has like 6 girls he's seeing...but claims he'll gladly ditch them all for me....umm..no! He reminds me of what is out there...all guys are just after sex....nothing more...nothing less...and then don't want feelings or attachment to come into play. I was so intrigued when i met charles...i immediately grew attached and in love with him. He had this spark and whole different view on life i was no use to...but i found it really nice. Yeah our relationship started off being driven by hormones....it kinda made me think that he wanted what everyone else wanted. so our relationship started off with a bag..literally...i fell for him...i knew he was the one...and now we're married =)
i stumbled across brian's myspace blog and read that his mom isnt doing well =(. I IM'd him though i doubt he wants to hear from me. I do miss the talks we use to have. I liked talking to him...hope he is well.
Charles and I are planning a get away for the weekend of may 27th-may29th
(my b-day). Not sure where to go...thinking of going to chicago or canada. we are kinda scouting places to live...not sure where that will be. we are kinda leaning towards canada...charles grew up there for a bit. so who knows where life will take me. next year charles and i are going to start trying to have a baby...so i'll be a mommy in 2 years..scary but a nice thought!
i just feel kinda drab right now. school is almost done and real work starts next year...nice...but scary. working my current job has been interesting...way different than i was use to. i make alot more...i make half of what sweety makes...which is alot. i make alot more now...it's really nice =). hoping to go to the corporate office next year and move up within my company..for now it's just me, CD's,IRA's,Tax payments, and other non fun stuff mixed with grumpy old people.oh fuck...i just dropped chocolate gelato on the floor....but i got it out with simple green. ok...well i guess it's back to cleaning my room. i think i might add new pics to this thing soon...probably a pic of sweety and me. don't know when...but sometime soon. and probably will get my myspace blog up and running too...hopefully.
OUT!
i stumbled across brian's myspace blog and read that his mom isnt doing well =(. I IM'd him though i doubt he wants to hear from me. I do miss the talks we use to have. I liked talking to him...hope he is well.
Charles and I are planning a get away for the weekend of may 27th-may29th
(my b-day). Not sure where to go...thinking of going to chicago or canada. we are kinda scouting places to live...not sure where that will be. we are kinda leaning towards canada...charles grew up there for a bit. so who knows where life will take me. next year charles and i are going to start trying to have a baby...so i'll be a mommy in 2 years..scary but a nice thought!
i just feel kinda drab right now. school is almost done and real work starts next year...nice...but scary. working my current job has been interesting...way different than i was use to. i make alot more...i make half of what sweety makes...which is alot. i make alot more now...it's really nice =). hoping to go to the corporate office next year and move up within my company..for now it's just me, CD's,IRA's,Tax payments, and other non fun stuff mixed with grumpy old people.oh fuck...i just dropped chocolate gelato on the floor....but i got it out with simple green. ok...well i guess it's back to cleaning my room. i think i might add new pics to this thing soon...probably a pic of sweety and me. don't know when...but sometime soon. and probably will get my myspace blog up and running too...hopefully.
OUT!