random crap over the past week

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so my weekend...included a massive drunkin fight with me and kim against the boys including my uncle joey uncle mike and arnee (it was so dumb) anyways the phone rings so I stick my hand out cause I know its for me...uncle joey answers it says nothing, evil grin, then hangs it up...so I say who was it and he says no one just some mci bull shit......well he knows that was rigo so my drunkin ass downed my white russian then my blended kaluha....walk away and throw my cup onto the flooe....I feel like no thats anger management I've been working on so I turn around and pick up well as I was turning around I see joey flying at me so I run inside I'm crying rigo calls back I cry to him then of course before I get to say goodbye the fucking phone hangs up on me. I go to kims apartment and joey comes and says if your so scared of me maybe you shouldnt live here...I reply with is that juast you pussy way of telling me u dont want me living here...he says no but I decided to give him a little taste of what it would be like to not know what you have until you lost it and i left. I went to my brothers house in newhall and chilled there watching like 10 movies. "The Jacket" is probably one of the greatest movies I have ever seen.. I came home on Monday after watching the ghetto newhall parade mainly because the entire time I was gone Rigo decides to call and I'm never there and myu uncle says he almost had to call the ambulance on himself his heart hurt so bad...Guilt trip...?... well i felt like shit cause I missed him too....came home hugged YAY! and waited for my suposive phone call at 8 from rigo....well never called...watched fireworks and cried remembering how last year I was with my baby ....well its thursday now already I dont know how that happened and Its now only 364 days at the most til rigo is released! and I asm proud to be alive because 1 year ago on the 4th I overdosed and almost died which most people besides valencia friends know about ..but Im glad to be alive and clean!

Sarah my baby sis is coming to see me!!!!!!!!!! she is in burbankia

love you baby, theresa