Feb 01, 2005 23:09
When I look back
I wish I knew;
how Juan Corona
could've ever betrayed you.
You bought him food
and expensive crap;
he did all your drugs
then stabbed you in the back.
He always wanted
to go on ride-a-longs;
and knew if caught
he too, was in wrong.
I always go back
to that day in court;
when all was revealed
in the police report.
The arresting officier
stepped up to the stand;
and before he swore in
he raised his right hand.
He began from when they were placed in custody
and the officiers began to ask;
"Whose drugs are these?"
and, "what's this mask."
They both replied by saying,
"We dont know whose they are."
Then Juan said, "it belongs to
the driver of the car."
Rigo's heart stopped
along with mine;
cause if I'm not mistaken
Juan was doing the line
It doesn't matter
whose shit is was;
why'd you rat my man out?
jus..jus..because?
I don't care
if you got offered a deal;
he's suppose to be your best friend
and then you turn around and squeal?
You call yourself his hommie
you knew what was up;
you can't blame anyone else
no if, ands, or buts.
You're safer locked up
believe me on this;
cause if you were out here
I'd shoot and wouldn't miss.
I mean, did you look at his face
you could see it in his eyes;
you turned against him
that was wasn't too wise.
What you did was ruthless
you're a piece of shit;
your trust is gone forever now
don't you get it?
You had no true friends before
Rigo was the one exception;
your future lonliness is inevitable
so don't even ask for redemption.
You ruined my life
and doubled his jail time;
so when you're released,
you're ass is mine.
I'll make sure you suffer for this
and pay the full price;
you fucked over my husband
so there's no being nice.
The shock still remains
cause you guys were so close;
you're actions prove, TRUST NO ONE!
not even those you love most.
I know Rigo's hurting
because he thought without a doubt;
his best friend Juan would've never been
the one to rat him out.
Every night I cry myself to sleep
and pray this was all just a dream;
and that tomorrow morning I'll wake up
and Rigo will be laying next to me.
I miss you baby don't worry
I'm sorry he put you through all this drama;
But he'll get what's coming to him
I know he will, its called "Karma."
But all we can do now
is sit back and wait;
and when your time's up
I'll be at the front gate.
I'm here until the end
and you know it's true;
Remember, that now and forever
I will always love you.