why is all i ask
i am not sure why or what i am writing really...just random ranting and raving. i am not sure about how i feel. i cry for no reason and feel empty inside. i want to be fixed but am scared. i wanna talk but refuse to..and for reasons most dont know that is the worst thing for me to do. i am scared, angery, mad, tired, and lonely as all get out and so much more. i know people are willing to listen but i dont know if i am willing to talk....man-o-man my thoughts are so jumbled up right know i dont know what i am talking about...