They're coming to get you, Barbara...
Happy Halloween, I guess.
It sucks that I'm in such a mood on one of my favorite holidays of all time. I used to live for Halloween... it was a glorious time. Dressing up, getting candy, carving pumpkins... just the atmosphere was brilliant. Now, there are no costumes. No candy. No pumpkins. Not for me, anyway. It's a sad state of affairs when Halloween loses it magic. Sadly, it kind of has. Not by choice, though. Hell, even watching scary movies doesn't have the appeal it always had to me. I tried to watch some today on tv, but it just wasn't like it used to be. I'm sure my current depressed mood doesn't help any, but still.
So yes, I am not in the best of moods today. Yesterday, Jess decided that we should take a break. I know she'll probably not be too happy to see that I've written it here for anyone to read, but I'm sorry. People might actually understand why I am in the mood I'm in. And if those people think that this, as big as it is, is the only thing I have depressing me... sorry, think again. I have tons of shit on my mind aside from my girlfriend not wanting to be with me. Another big one is the fact that I don't have enough $$$ to pay for college, and there's a pretty good chance that I won' be attending next semester. How nice.
I'm not gonna sit here and spill my guts in a fucking livejournal, though.
I'm a bit curious as to why Dan hasn't been talking to me today. I don't think I did anything to piss him off. If I did, I don't know about it. Maybe my depressed mood has just made him leave me alone. I don't know. Just a little curious though.
I was so depressed last night that I went for a walk. A long one. And then I was so depressed this morning that I skipped my only class for the day. Something tells me that I'll be just as depressed tomorrow... maybe I'll go to a class or something though. Who knows.
I spent this last weekend at home. It was ok I guess... but overall I would have to say it kinf of sucked. The highlights were seeing my little brother and sister, the hayride, and seeing friends. The rest was a pile of dog shit. My parents harping on me about college and how they won't help me, and about how I don't have a job, and how I supposedly haven't "proven" myself seriously about college yet. I suppose getting good grades last semester and everything means nothing. And then I also get the news that my dad has to have a biopsy on his lungs to see if he has cancer. Great news there, right?
It's just a bunch of bullshit right now, and I am getting fed up with it all. Between school, home, girlfriend, friends, job (or lack thereof)... I'm just fucking sick of all the bad shit that always seems to go down.
Today has just been all around depressing. The best part was when Jeremy retold me the story about a ghost kicking him in the head.
I'm gonna go now. See ya.
No new cartoon of the day... I'm too lazy.
It sucks that I'm in such a mood on one of my favorite holidays of all time. I used to live for Halloween... it was a glorious time. Dressing up, getting candy, carving pumpkins... just the atmosphere was brilliant. Now, there are no costumes. No candy. No pumpkins. Not for me, anyway. It's a sad state of affairs when Halloween loses it magic. Sadly, it kind of has. Not by choice, though. Hell, even watching scary movies doesn't have the appeal it always had to me. I tried to watch some today on tv, but it just wasn't like it used to be. I'm sure my current depressed mood doesn't help any, but still.
So yes, I am not in the best of moods today. Yesterday, Jess decided that we should take a break. I know she'll probably not be too happy to see that I've written it here for anyone to read, but I'm sorry. People might actually understand why I am in the mood I'm in. And if those people think that this, as big as it is, is the only thing I have depressing me... sorry, think again. I have tons of shit on my mind aside from my girlfriend not wanting to be with me. Another big one is the fact that I don't have enough $$$ to pay for college, and there's a pretty good chance that I won' be attending next semester. How nice.
I'm not gonna sit here and spill my guts in a fucking livejournal, though.
I'm a bit curious as to why Dan hasn't been talking to me today. I don't think I did anything to piss him off. If I did, I don't know about it. Maybe my depressed mood has just made him leave me alone. I don't know. Just a little curious though.
I was so depressed last night that I went for a walk. A long one. And then I was so depressed this morning that I skipped my only class for the day. Something tells me that I'll be just as depressed tomorrow... maybe I'll go to a class or something though. Who knows.
I spent this last weekend at home. It was ok I guess... but overall I would have to say it kinf of sucked. The highlights were seeing my little brother and sister, the hayride, and seeing friends. The rest was a pile of dog shit. My parents harping on me about college and how they won't help me, and about how I don't have a job, and how I supposedly haven't "proven" myself seriously about college yet. I suppose getting good grades last semester and everything means nothing. And then I also get the news that my dad has to have a biopsy on his lungs to see if he has cancer. Great news there, right?
It's just a bunch of bullshit right now, and I am getting fed up with it all. Between school, home, girlfriend, friends, job (or lack thereof)... I'm just fucking sick of all the bad shit that always seems to go down.
Today has just been all around depressing. The best part was when Jeremy retold me the story about a ghost kicking him in the head.
I'm gonna go now. See ya.
No new cartoon of the day... I'm too lazy.