I like the peace... in the backseat
I can't sleep.
I always find it impossible to go to bed, especially these days.
Maybe it's all that I have on my mind. Maybe it has something to do with my paranoia. Or maybe something else entirely.
But I doubt it.
The thing that sucks about livejournal is that sometimes I just wanna type some stuff but I can't cause people will read it. And I'm too lazy to have another journal anymore. Besides, sometimes I want people to see some of the things I have to say, just not everybody. It's weird.
I feel totally and helplessly random right now.
And by random, I of course mean a lot of things....... but I won't get into those tonight.
Why can't I just go to bed?
Seriously, tell me.
I need something to happen... but I fear it won't. Because nothing happens to me that I want to happen to me.
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And if the snow buries my, my neighboorhood.
And if my parents are crying
Then I'll dig a tunnel from my window to yours,
Yeah, a tunnel from my window to yours.
You climb out the chimney,
And meet me in the middle, the middle of the town. And since there's no one else around,
We let our hair grow long,
And forget all we used to know.
Then our skin gets thicker from
Living out in the snow.
You change all the lead
sleepin' in my head,
as the day grows dim
I hear you sing a golden hymn
Then we tried to name our babies
But we forgot all the names that -
The names we used to know.
But sometimes, we remember our bedrooms,
And our parents' bedrooms,
And the bedrooms of our friends.
Then we think of our parents,
Well what ever happened to them?!
You change all the lead
Sleepin' in my head to gold,
As the day grows dim,
I hear you sing a golden hymn,
The song i've been trying to say.
Purify the colours, purify my mind.
Purify the colours, purify my mind,
And spread the ashes of the colors,
Over this heart of mine!
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I just had to put those lyrics in there. Had to.
I wish I could fall asleep.
But then again...
I wish a lot of things.
I always find it impossible to go to bed, especially these days.
Maybe it's all that I have on my mind. Maybe it has something to do with my paranoia. Or maybe something else entirely.
But I doubt it.
The thing that sucks about livejournal is that sometimes I just wanna type some stuff but I can't cause people will read it. And I'm too lazy to have another journal anymore. Besides, sometimes I want people to see some of the things I have to say, just not everybody. It's weird.
I feel totally and helplessly random right now.
And by random, I of course mean a lot of things....... but I won't get into those tonight.
Why can't I just go to bed?
Seriously, tell me.
I need something to happen... but I fear it won't. Because nothing happens to me that I want to happen to me.
---------------------------
And if the snow buries my, my neighboorhood.
And if my parents are crying
Then I'll dig a tunnel from my window to yours,
Yeah, a tunnel from my window to yours.
You climb out the chimney,
And meet me in the middle, the middle of the town. And since there's no one else around,
We let our hair grow long,
And forget all we used to know.
Then our skin gets thicker from
Living out in the snow.
You change all the lead
sleepin' in my head,
as the day grows dim
I hear you sing a golden hymn
Then we tried to name our babies
But we forgot all the names that -
The names we used to know.
But sometimes, we remember our bedrooms,
And our parents' bedrooms,
And the bedrooms of our friends.
Then we think of our parents,
Well what ever happened to them?!
You change all the lead
Sleepin' in my head to gold,
As the day grows dim,
I hear you sing a golden hymn,
The song i've been trying to say.
Purify the colours, purify my mind.
Purify the colours, purify my mind,
And spread the ashes of the colors,
Over this heart of mine!
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I just had to put those lyrics in there. Had to.
I wish I could fall asleep.
But then again...
I wish a lot of things.