Innocent Grace
::yawn:: i'm so tired. i was just driving home and i passed a fiery red billowing smoke. one of the smoke clouds looked like a goat head. it kinda freaked me out.
tonight was weird. it started off pretty normally at stir crazy. i left there and went to waffle house and the quest with kim for a lil while. pretty boring. so i went to jess's birthday bash (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!) where the night just got interesting. First of all, I saw so many people i went to high school with. It was ridiculous. I had almost forgotten some of those people existed. and John was there...damn, like negative weight! what happened to him? he lost like the entire backstreet boy group. saw zak, charlie, tyler, heather, and others from the crew also. always a pleasure. i need to spend more time with them. i miss them. i'll get to see them more though cuz the band is getting a pad at the same building where the search and john's band practice.
ps-biscayne is gonna do a reunion. damn like whoa! i must say that biscayne has been by far my favorite band. we rocked the house and everyone loved us. too bad we let trivial bullshit tear us apart. especially now that we all get along again...fuck. i mean, we even had a record deal! we just threw it away. petty arguments will be the end of me.
anyway, at jess's she had a bunch of shit that belonged to rachel. it was almost eerie to see it all. we looked through it a little bit and talked about rachel and it all of a sudden hit me that she was gone. all of these memories started to hit me as i filed through everything. i had forgotten how close we were. and i just started to cry. and i couldn't stop it. and i didn't really want to. i just can't explain it. she shouldn't have died. she was too good of a person. it just doesn't seem fair.
tonight was weird. it started off pretty normally at stir crazy. i left there and went to waffle house and the quest with kim for a lil while. pretty boring. so i went to jess's birthday bash (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!) where the night just got interesting. First of all, I saw so many people i went to high school with. It was ridiculous. I had almost forgotten some of those people existed. and John was there...damn, like negative weight! what happened to him? he lost like the entire backstreet boy group. saw zak, charlie, tyler, heather, and others from the crew also. always a pleasure. i need to spend more time with them. i miss them. i'll get to see them more though cuz the band is getting a pad at the same building where the search and john's band practice.
ps-biscayne is gonna do a reunion. damn like whoa! i must say that biscayne has been by far my favorite band. we rocked the house and everyone loved us. too bad we let trivial bullshit tear us apart. especially now that we all get along again...fuck. i mean, we even had a record deal! we just threw it away. petty arguments will be the end of me.
anyway, at jess's she had a bunch of shit that belonged to rachel. it was almost eerie to see it all. we looked through it a little bit and talked about rachel and it all of a sudden hit me that she was gone. all of these memories started to hit me as i filed through everything. i had forgotten how close we were. and i just started to cry. and i couldn't stop it. and i didn't really want to. i just can't explain it. she shouldn't have died. she was too good of a person. it just doesn't seem fair.