Feb 22, 2004 04:20
If words were my only option, I still don't think I could find the words. Emotions, feelings, and yes, even fuzzies are in infinite-regress of reoccuring content. But if I told you I was content, would you think those words as truth? If I told you I was confused, would that be more accurate? If I told you that what this is, whatever this is, is a world of possibilities tangled, mangled, and trashed into one simple word-this. So, if i told you that I love you, would my words still be misplaced? If I told you that I cared, would my words still be too vague? Does the word that I try to attribute this to even matter? But what if I told you there were no words? Would you still know how I feel? Would you still be able to see it in my eyes? Does it matter if you know? Do you understand how I feel? Does it matter if you understand?
For all clarity- I care, I live, I love. I have no words for this, and no words matter. I only know the look in your eyes, but even then that might not be enough for me to understand.