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hey y'all. i think i am getting used to losing my friendship with brodie now. he has been changing a lot and we keep growing farther and farther apart and now i hardly even know him anymore. i don't understand him at all and i can barely stand talking to him. at first, i was trying so hard to keep him because i didn't want to let go. i talked to him a lot more and it was just really stressful. but i think i have learned to let him change and just let go. now we barely ever talk and that connection we used to have that i had with no one else is gone. but i'm not going to cry about it anymore. he is a different person now and he won't be the same brodie i knew again. but i am glad i finally let go. it made it a lot easier for me to lose him. i still kind of wish we could have stayed best friends though. but whatever