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i had the craziest dream. at the end of my dream i remember that there was this couple, the women i knew, that went up this ski lift, sort of like wanderlust, but it was just a normal ski lift that for some reason was going super fast, and there was a little girl on it. as it went up the father had fallen off, causing it to swing, but he was able to get back up comfortably. like a fool he tried to show the error of his ways, and by doing his daughter fell, and she hit a tree root, and she died right infront of me. me and stephanie tried to save her, but it was no use, she died on impact. later that day (in the dream) i saw the mother of the child, and i held her, and i cried really hard. it was very sad.
well when i woke up from this i was crying ever so slightly. this is the second time this had happen. i think my body is telling me that i need to start getting sad over things. i just feel i havent found anything sad enough for me to get that sad. everything has been just so mediocre. i dont know, maybe im not taking enough risks that let me down.
well when i woke up from this i was crying ever so slightly. this is the second time this had happen. i think my body is telling me that i need to start getting sad over things. i just feel i havent found anything sad enough for me to get that sad. everything has been just so mediocre. i dont know, maybe im not taking enough risks that let me down.