hmmm
i was going to do a huge post about formal but it wasnt that significant or great and i was also going to do a post about the parties i have been to but i really cant be arsed recalling the night so i will post about insignificant things like i am starting my new job tommorrow so that shall bring in the big bucks i have been really lonely lately and its not even a week into the holidays and i wish i could go back sometimes to the start of year 10 and then i think maybe even the start or year 5 which was the best year and class lol but its just weird ive spent too much time by myself at home watching oprah and doctor phil and all them sorta shows and today i thought to myself what happens if my husband turns out to be gay after 20 years of marriage? see what oprah makes me worry about this earth is way too queer ok bad wording its way too weird and i just want things to be calm for a while i just want security