All ties severed
I have no connections now, no holdbacks or regrets. I'm training every night again. getting quicker, getting stronger.. and I just get bigger. yet my pants are falling off.. instead of losing weight in the waist why not my beer gut? argh!!!
but ya in other news. My cousin turns 21 this friday and asked me to join in. I am kinda excited. She's a good kid but I've never seen her wasted.. and I'll be on guard. so if you see anyone being thrown from balconies downtown.. don't worry they were thrown by me.
The clock is ticking til I gotta take a trip.. it's kinda exciting for me. I always enjoy doing shit like this.
I saw Pan's Labrinth today and it was good time merriment.. since it's foreign and fantasy and random graphic everything. it is a good movie and deffinitely a nice change from the box office blowasses that have been showing up.
I have off for two days friday and saturday.. and it should be fun. Try to get some more rough drafts done for my attempt at a book.. who knows how all this will work out. I might just work on character design.. I really haven't decided yet.
not like anyone really reads what I write anymore... I rarely use this..
except when dealing with devon. Which she is my friend now.. and I don't know what she thinks on her side about everything... I'm single.. she made it clear.. or did. and I'm single.. that's how I think now. do whatever I want with whomever I want.. or even settle down with someone new..
I really don't see her the same way anymore. she killed it, she destroyed it when she said the things she said.. it pierced me and melted me. and my mind got to thinking.. I mean 2 months worth of thinking in the dark alone. And I met Kacie.. who is super nice.. I mean from what I've seen.. and she has her issues and I have mine and it was nice to have a friend going thru kinda the same shit, to talk to. and it wasn't the person I was going thru it with.
Wish I could help her out . She seems like she'd be a really good friend to have, or at least a good hairstylist or whatever her official title would be. Don't really have one of those.. and my hair has two styles short or long. cuz I either grow it out or when it's hot I go in and get it cut.
should establish someone who knows my hair.. and what better way than getting someone to get used to it.
not even sure what I should have done to my hair.. works probably gonna make me cut it... or at least make it nice and trim... who knows. and I'm discussing with them about dying my hair and what colors would be okay.
but ya in other news. My cousin turns 21 this friday and asked me to join in. I am kinda excited. She's a good kid but I've never seen her wasted.. and I'll be on guard. so if you see anyone being thrown from balconies downtown.. don't worry they were thrown by me.
The clock is ticking til I gotta take a trip.. it's kinda exciting for me. I always enjoy doing shit like this.
I saw Pan's Labrinth today and it was good time merriment.. since it's foreign and fantasy and random graphic everything. it is a good movie and deffinitely a nice change from the box office blowasses that have been showing up.
I have off for two days friday and saturday.. and it should be fun. Try to get some more rough drafts done for my attempt at a book.. who knows how all this will work out. I might just work on character design.. I really haven't decided yet.
not like anyone really reads what I write anymore... I rarely use this..
except when dealing with devon. Which she is my friend now.. and I don't know what she thinks on her side about everything... I'm single.. she made it clear.. or did. and I'm single.. that's how I think now. do whatever I want with whomever I want.. or even settle down with someone new..
I really don't see her the same way anymore. she killed it, she destroyed it when she said the things she said.. it pierced me and melted me. and my mind got to thinking.. I mean 2 months worth of thinking in the dark alone. And I met Kacie.. who is super nice.. I mean from what I've seen.. and she has her issues and I have mine and it was nice to have a friend going thru kinda the same shit, to talk to. and it wasn't the person I was going thru it with.
Wish I could help her out . She seems like she'd be a really good friend to have, or at least a good hairstylist or whatever her official title would be. Don't really have one of those.. and my hair has two styles short or long. cuz I either grow it out or when it's hot I go in and get it cut.
should establish someone who knows my hair.. and what better way than getting someone to get used to it.
not even sure what I should have done to my hair.. works probably gonna make me cut it... or at least make it nice and trim... who knows. and I'm discussing with them about dying my hair and what colors would be okay.