ever feel like u all alone
Honestly right now i am about to go nutz besides sitting all the time because i am on call and they don't need me, which means when i sit i think toooo much!! blah and being a girl i over think everything! i feel like i am all alone i miss those days where i could call up my best friends and just talk, and they would make me laugh and smile no problem they totally got me.... didn't judge me but stood by me no matter what... i just miss them! i know i have choosen this job... and don't get me wrong when i am flying i am totally in love with my job it's fun, different, exciting... but right now it's making it difficult to be away from home when i am just sitting at the apartment, wanting to be home with my family and friends! i think i need to go work out or something.... i need to get out of this apartment and go do something!! wish i had friends in ohio besides my roommates that would makes things sooo much easier!!