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Things are going good.... mom and dad are out of town this weekend sooo i had some people over last night played some cards and had some drinks.... maybe more than some! LOL I am falling for this amazing guy.....Nate...whom is my boyfriend, I am having a hard time with it thou..... i am scared! super scared.... I don't want to get hurt again! I have been hurt bad before, i don't ever ever want to feel like that again, I know you have to risks, but it still scares me! His ex doesn't help the situation at all! calling and all this shit! she needs to stop, but i don't want to say anything because i don't want to be the nagging girlfriend that doesn't let him do anything! I understand that they want to be friends but i can't stand that she is always, I LOVE YOU NATE....BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! great fantastic....don't blame you for not loving him! but for the love of god move on please! she is supposed to be going to visit him when he is in Kentucky for racing, do i want her to go? fuck no, but he asked me if it made me mad and i told him it bothers me, he told me if i didn't want her to go, he would take care of it! I told him it was okay, i trust him until he gives me a reason not to! But yet it still really bothers me! Am i being stupid about this? cause this is driving me nuts!