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hmmm.....stressed out....argh! sooo i am dropping my bio105, because apparently i am not cut out for the class....i have been working my ass off for this dumb class and i still can't just get a c.....argh! all i have to say is i better do good next semester or i am gonna have to switch majors and i dunno what the hell i would do because nursing has been my choice since my sophomore year of high school....argh!
on the other hand really stressed because it seems i am not very good at making my parents happy....i try to please them as much as i can...but not very good at that either! :( I just want them to be proud of me! argh!
Got a job offer as a camp counselor something that i really want to do but at the same time doesn't seem like mom wants me to take it....argh soo frustrating i don't get it....I just wish that she would just let me make my decisions with out making me feel bad.....her and dad are really good at making me feel bad about things....and when they do i can't just blow it off and live my life! argh someone help! it's like i am living my life for them! and when i do something and they are disappointed or whatever i feel like shit and really guilty!! :(
Stressed out like wahooo!
on the other hand really stressed because it seems i am not very good at making my parents happy....i try to please them as much as i can...but not very good at that either! :( I just want them to be proud of me! argh!
Got a job offer as a camp counselor something that i really want to do but at the same time doesn't seem like mom wants me to take it....argh soo frustrating i don't get it....I just wish that she would just let me make my decisions with out making me feel bad.....her and dad are really good at making me feel bad about things....and when they do i can't just blow it off and live my life! argh someone help! it's like i am living my life for them! and when i do something and they are disappointed or whatever i feel like shit and really guilty!! :(
Stressed out like wahooo!