Nov 21, 2004 09:38
I dont want to go to school tomorrow or the next day. I dont want to be around people on those days because those are the 2 days that I'll always remember. Tomorrow would be a year since me and Brandon dated the first time. The sad thing about this is that if I wouldnt have screwed up then tomorrow would have been a year for me and Brandon because I know that we would still be together. Tuesday is the day that will make 5 months since me and Brandon broke up. This makes me really depressed and I dont like being around people when I feel like this. I just dont know what to do anymore. Ive been thinking aboutpulling myself away from everyone like I did when I was a sophmore because it seemed like I didnt hurt anyone then and I didnt have to worry about people getting mad at me about things. And the number one thing... no one ever talked about me like they do now! But I have to go. Goodbye!
RandiKay!
*~*"A great love? Its when you shed a tear and you still long for him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another, and you still smile and say "I'm happy for you"*~*