I Need To Need You Back In My Life, Baby.
First off, Happy Mother's Day [to those who apply].
I'm such in the shopping mood today, I just want to buy stuff. The job I just started working seems to make the weekends go by to fast- I hate it. I mean I don't mind my job, so I don't know why it would, maybe cause I'm not use to working 5 days in a row... I just know leaving Friday, seems like it was just yesterday when Monday rolls around. But I get a raise tomorrow, I get to find out how much it is.. I'm excited. Cause I already am making good money, for my budget at least [I have no real bills, just a lot of simple debt].
I really like that song by Mariah Carrey 'We Belong Together'.. beautiful song. I always want to bust out in tune when it comes on the radio. I need to buy my mom a present still, I just haven't had a car, or an idea of what to buy her. She said she wanted a DVD player, but we seriously have five of them laying around the house, that we just don't use. So I refuse to buy her one. And she isn't simple, like just to take her out to dinner type. She's more complicated... like me.
I went to Spin on Thursday, it was fun. It's hard to go clubbing with your guy there though-- cause I'm naturally extremely flirtatious [innocently] so it seems like I'm constitantly doing something wrong. Won't stop me from going though, or flirting. As long as I know that I'm not doing anything wrong, all is well.
Yesterday I went shopping for make-up, I ran into this new cheap line of make-up everything was 99 cents! It was kind of like Wet N Wild, but it's better! The eyeliner is FANTASTIC it goes on like charcoal, and the eyeshadow doesn't come with a brush just a circular container, and the colors go on great.... I had 3 guys comment on it when I wore it yesterday, I was like wow? How nice. So I might trot my ass back up there later and grab more colors... it was too cheap, for it's quality. F'real. Wow, I got all excited.
I can't wait, Tony comes back June 9th... about 1 month!! I am going to party hard with him this summer, we had a blast in 2003 together, when I didn't drink, now that I do.. it's going to be THAT much better. I'm picking him up from the airport... I feel honored... but I shouldn't it's just Tony Bologna. He's good people though.
I'm SO incredibly upset about this whole Navigator deal, I cannot get approved for a loan with the bank I work for, with Jesse's co-sign even! So I'm going to try a smaller, different bank that specializes in loans, if I don't get approved, I'm going to be absolutely crushed! I need a vehicle, and I refuse to buy a salvage titled car again, that was SUCH a rip off, and bad bad investment! I wish I was smarter back in July pre-buying it! So lets keep our fingers crossed, and keep praying that I get the fckn loan. Tonight Jesse and I have to bring the Navigator in the shop, and pick it up Monday for me to use for the week, test driving it. It needs a whole tune up, before I buy it so they are going to get that done.
My weekend pretty much sucked... Friday: Worked. Ran errands with Dustin. Then spent the night at Jesse's.. we watched a movie, fell asleep. Didn't do much Saturday: Faught with Dustin. Went a little bit of shopping, was stopped by 98 people in the mall "Hey Randi!" and was followed by my ex stalker from The Venue... then I spent a little time with Jesse. Then Dustin picked me up and him and I read a megazine during the night, watched The Sweetest Thing, fell asleep at about 2:30ish maybe
I've been thinking a lot lately...............................