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So I got ditched again. Trivia night is every wednesday and this week i was not called to go. I called my friend and left a message to see what the plan was and no one called me. I texted another friend to see if they were there, but no answer.
I just want to give up on them. But it always turns out that they have some reason that it didn't happen, and then i just say, its ok, no worries. I don't tell them how I feel. I just want them to know that when something like this happens I sit at home freaking out, thinking they hate me and don't want me to go with them. I want them to know what this does to me.
I am just going to try to look forward to tomorrow. I will work more on my painting and maybe look at some temp agencies. i am looking more forward to going to corvallis to see james.
laters
I just want to give up on them. But it always turns out that they have some reason that it didn't happen, and then i just say, its ok, no worries. I don't tell them how I feel. I just want them to know that when something like this happens I sit at home freaking out, thinking they hate me and don't want me to go with them. I want them to know what this does to me.
I am just going to try to look forward to tomorrow. I will work more on my painting and maybe look at some temp agencies. i am looking more forward to going to corvallis to see james.
laters