And the routine continues.
Day 1
A lot as changed since I graduated highschool. I'm going to try to write down feelings, events, anything new happening in my world. Hopefully writing will give me hope that there is a brighter future and that I'm not wasteing my life away.
Today was rather uneventful. I woke up still drunk from Pats house last night. Jack Danielle you get me really drunk. Anyways, I almost woke up late again. No time to shower. Same clothes as last night. Hoorah! There was a very steady amount of customers at the shop today. It made time pass by, thank god.
After work I biked over to the mall to visit Kelly at Delia's. It was her first day. I hate the mall. Too many robots walking around there. I didn't stay long. Started to get clostophobic.
Now here I sit. Alone and my high is dieing down. As emo as it sounds, I'm fucking lonely. I miss just holding someone and it feels like the harder I try, the less progress I make in finding a girl that "meets my standards". It's a tradgedy. The girls that I do like never end up liking me back. Don't get me wrong. Life is good. But life right now is also depressing when there is no one to share it with.
Myshell is back for Thanksgiving break. I'm pretty pumped, but I still can't guage how she feels about me. Calling eachother boo and cute names is killing me. And I still don't know if me kissing her did anything. But man it would be sick nasty if we started dating. She'd be a good girlfriend. I guess I don't have game anymore lol.
I saw Allie last night. Sight for sore eyes on the real. But damn did she get cute. We might hang out tonight, but the momunit is home for the rest of the week. Gotta love thanksgiving!
Aside from girl problems, there is one thing that keeps constant in my life. Biking. Now my life seems to revolve around riding. I really don't mind. Yes, it would be convenient to have a car, but no one likes paying for gas and insurance. I want so many bikes. Hopfully I get the CNA job at Alexian Brothers.
*new jobe means car, more bikes, paintball gun, countless snowboarding trips, snowboard gear, and the best of all, dates. lol I havn't been on a date in forever.
Speaking of snowboarding trips and gear, my urge grows as december approaches. Countless inches of pow pow. Snowbunnies. Shredding backcountry X park X snowbabes. I can't wait. Utah here i come!
Well. I'm tired of typing haha. My stamina will grow the more I do this. Hopefully more tomorrow?
Now go ride your bike or something equally romantic.
Other than
A lot as changed since I graduated highschool. I'm going to try to write down feelings, events, anything new happening in my world. Hopefully writing will give me hope that there is a brighter future and that I'm not wasteing my life away.
Today was rather uneventful. I woke up still drunk from Pats house last night. Jack Danielle you get me really drunk. Anyways, I almost woke up late again. No time to shower. Same clothes as last night. Hoorah! There was a very steady amount of customers at the shop today. It made time pass by, thank god.
After work I biked over to the mall to visit Kelly at Delia's. It was her first day. I hate the mall. Too many robots walking around there. I didn't stay long. Started to get clostophobic.
Now here I sit. Alone and my high is dieing down. As emo as it sounds, I'm fucking lonely. I miss just holding someone and it feels like the harder I try, the less progress I make in finding a girl that "meets my standards". It's a tradgedy. The girls that I do like never end up liking me back. Don't get me wrong. Life is good. But life right now is also depressing when there is no one to share it with.
Myshell is back for Thanksgiving break. I'm pretty pumped, but I still can't guage how she feels about me. Calling eachother boo and cute names is killing me. And I still don't know if me kissing her did anything. But man it would be sick nasty if we started dating. She'd be a good girlfriend. I guess I don't have game anymore lol.
I saw Allie last night. Sight for sore eyes on the real. But damn did she get cute. We might hang out tonight, but the momunit is home for the rest of the week. Gotta love thanksgiving!
Aside from girl problems, there is one thing that keeps constant in my life. Biking. Now my life seems to revolve around riding. I really don't mind. Yes, it would be convenient to have a car, but no one likes paying for gas and insurance. I want so many bikes. Hopfully I get the CNA job at Alexian Brothers.
*new jobe means car, more bikes, paintball gun, countless snowboarding trips, snowboard gear, and the best of all, dates. lol I havn't been on a date in forever.
Speaking of snowboarding trips and gear, my urge grows as december approaches. Countless inches of pow pow. Snowbunnies. Shredding backcountry X park X snowbabes. I can't wait. Utah here i come!
Well. I'm tired of typing haha. My stamina will grow the more I do this. Hopefully more tomorrow?
Now go ride your bike or something equally romantic.
Other than