this isnt worth it......... i have nothing to say to you..... i dont believe most of the things u say.... i didnt trust u cuz u told me u flirt all the time, i told u to go to your brothers party, you messed up my friendships, you brought me down, i had to up my meds cuz of u, i always asked how u were, u always forgot about me,i never had people watching u, they would just tell me shit,u sat around on the weekends 2 playing your damn games so not like its any diff. during the week cuz thats all u did,im just happy that we're over and that this is all out, im sry im not tryin to start anything but im gonna say the way that i feel, you were too immature for me, and i dont mean that in a mean way by any means..... i just think that things worked out for the better, u can say what u want about me i dont care it doesnt hurt me. If anything it makes me stronger, i learn from everything and i love my life right now, ive changed and i have a man in my life thats everything i never thought i could have. so if u do wanna talk about me go right ahead like i said i dont really care. I do hope that your health is okay and i pray for u. But i guess u just cant see the good we had as well. right now your trying to make me look bad but oh well, i just dont really care what anyone thinks bout me. anywho, take care.
I was told by a few people to get my feelings in the open, so I did. Everything I said was true. I told you I flirt all the time? I was honest with you when I did, and when I stopped. And you messed up your friendships, not me. You were the one hell bent on seeing me whenever you could, and that was what destroyed your friendhships. And what exactly did I do to you to make you up your meds? You always told me it was cuz of your family life. You TOLD me you had people watching me. Who told you what? There was nothing to tell. I never did anything, so please, shed light on what I apparently did. And I never went anywhere cuz everytime I did you cried about it. Remember that time I went to 9 Mile with Bernie? "Oh boo hoo I don't trust Bernardo." If anyone was immature, i'm afraid to tell you, it was you. I mean, it takes a high level of stress to put someone in an anxiety attack, then make that person endure an hour of pain while driving back to madison heights to go to the hospital. It also takes an immature person to sit there and contradict everything she ever told me... I guess it was all lies. I also find it funny you don't talk to anyone from my family for a bit, but suddenly you want Doug to know your seeing someone else and your happy and you try to send him a pic... Gee, like that wasn't aimed towards me? Or the fact that you hadn't posted in your LJ forever, but yet, here comes a post about how you have a new b/f and are so happy. Its like it was meant for my eyes. But don't worry, i've moved on long ago. Certain elders just told me to get the past out, and let it be done. Thank god it is. A relationship is meant to be shared by two people, but each person must have they're partners world, and they're own world. Unfortunately for me, my ship never left your world, so I never explored my own until yours was destroyed. Thank god I made it out in time.
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