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Tonight at FM, my co-worker Christen was on her lunch break, which was scheduled for half an hour, but she comes back an hour later. Why? She wanted to see the rest of the O.C. Thanks a lot, bitch. She even tells me that she clocked back in after lunch was over, but still went back downstairs to finish her goddamn show. And then she spent most of the rest of the night making and receiving phone calls. And while it's true that it was a slow night, it still pisses me off that she spent so much time doing nothing. Wy can't I scream at someone if I'm really angry at them and especially if they deserve it? I get angry and then never say anything. I'm always so worried that I might offend someone and lose whatever nice things I already have. So I never say anything and stay silently miserable. I'm tired of feeling so sexually frustrated. I know it's the major cause of my anger in general. Even now as I write this, there are things I want to say, but don't for fear of offending people.