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aiight so for a couple dayz i been a lil depressed .......but its all good....shit just got really bad for me too quick.....its kinda sad...that i use to have nightmares maybe once a month....and now i have about 3 a night.....i swear a couple nights ago...i felt so bad.....and that day really sucked.....and all night i dreamed about how differently that night could have been....like in every dream something was different....and when i woke up i didn't kno which things i really did and what i didn't.....it was kinda creepy.....but annywayz....im not gettin' kicked outta my moms house now :).....i should have known...we go through this all the time.....we fight cause she harasses me, somehow...i swear i work for her soo much and she is nvr satisfied.....so she told me to move out...and then in the mornin' she said she takes back what she said.....which is good i guess....but one of these dayz i wont be so fortunate......so i have to save up as much money as i can....and move away as fast as possible.....rudy is now livin' wit us.....and he is real chill....however....when my mom tellz us to do shit.....he does maybe 10% and i do 90% which i don't mind....but it takes me forever...and then when my mom gets home....she bitches at me to do more shit for her....and im already tired out.....so i get frustrated....and yah'll kno me and i can be very opinionated.......but annywayz.....updatin' on the situation of my truck.....my mom said that if i took my dad to small claims court.....that i would win it.....however i have decided my dad wanted that truck back even if it meant that i would nvr respect his word.....again......he is a lying son of a bitch...and i'll nvr trust him......my dad is so fuckin' manipulating....its crazy....but its all good....even tho he basically stole that car back from me.....i feel that i can't be too mad because i didn't put the blood and sweat into that car.......my mom and dad did....so even tho it was given to me.....i shouldn't be angry cause i didn't earn it......even tho im extremely dissapointed....but yah'll no how much that car means to me and u kno how hard it is for me to just watch it leave my grasp.....that truck was my life......but now that life is over......and its time to start a new one.....im still da same randy with out that truck......
u kno what really sux tho.....is my dad drives to my moms house every day to pick up my brother..in my old truck.....which means he drives all the way home from work in his van, (lee club).....switches cars, takes all his stuff out.....then goes back up the hill to pick up my brother.....infront of all my neighbors and me....and he knows how much that truck means to me......what a dick.....plus knowin' how pist off i am at him....he alwayz leaves messages on my moms voice recorder sayin' that he is takin' Todd out to dinner.....and that i am invited.....when he knows that im not gonna go, cause i strongly dislike him right now.....so basically he is rubbin' in that he is treatin' todd great now that i am gone.....i swear the only way that he would ever give me money is if i took his change or if i guilted the fuck outta him........i remember this one time....we had no food....and i told my grandparents.....and then they yelled at my dad......and this one day....my grandma came to visit....and so my dad spent a shit load of money at the store.....and had the pantry packed....and the refridgerator over flowing.....to make me look like i was lying...
ohh ps.......the day he took the truck back from me.....i filled up the gas tank.....and i had no money as it was.....sux.....
-Randy
u kno what really sux tho.....is my dad drives to my moms house every day to pick up my brother..in my old truck.....which means he drives all the way home from work in his van, (lee club).....switches cars, takes all his stuff out.....then goes back up the hill to pick up my brother.....infront of all my neighbors and me....and he knows how much that truck means to me......what a dick.....plus knowin' how pist off i am at him....he alwayz leaves messages on my moms voice recorder sayin' that he is takin' Todd out to dinner.....and that i am invited.....when he knows that im not gonna go, cause i strongly dislike him right now.....so basically he is rubbin' in that he is treatin' todd great now that i am gone.....i swear the only way that he would ever give me money is if i took his change or if i guilted the fuck outta him........i remember this one time....we had no food....and i told my grandparents.....and then they yelled at my dad......and this one day....my grandma came to visit....and so my dad spent a shit load of money at the store.....and had the pantry packed....and the refridgerator over flowing.....to make me look like i was lying...
ohh ps.......the day he took the truck back from me.....i filled up the gas tank.....and i had no money as it was.....sux.....
-Randy