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i'm leaving UK.
atleast that's my plan. i'm accepted at NIU and now my mom doesn't want me to go. she says she'll be spending more money, but she's wrong. sure she may be spending more right now on little things, but in the long run she is still wrong. plus she thinks i'm doing it for the "wrong reasons" hell she doesn't know. i just know being here isn't me. yeah i've made friends but they aren't my friends. they have their friends, i'm just there.
going back last weekend made me confused on whether i should leave or not, but i'm going to. sure NIU isn't really a medical school. it'll get me started on my path to med school then i can go to loyola. i just have to get out of here.
i still haven't told people i'm going for sure. i've told them i've thought about it, but nothing is in concrete. i feel bad telling them too. maybe it's time...
atleast that's my plan. i'm accepted at NIU and now my mom doesn't want me to go. she says she'll be spending more money, but she's wrong. sure she may be spending more right now on little things, but in the long run she is still wrong. plus she thinks i'm doing it for the "wrong reasons" hell she doesn't know. i just know being here isn't me. yeah i've made friends but they aren't my friends. they have their friends, i'm just there.
going back last weekend made me confused on whether i should leave or not, but i'm going to. sure NIU isn't really a medical school. it'll get me started on my path to med school then i can go to loyola. i just have to get out of here.
i still haven't told people i'm going for sure. i've told them i've thought about it, but nothing is in concrete. i feel bad telling them too. maybe it's time...