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today we visited what i like to call europes version of tijuana, mexico. i'll admit it, i do not enjoy france or atleast strassberg. it didnt have much history and the shopping was either toooooooooooooo expensive or to crappy to want to buy anything. i want my day back, damnit! but i did get to see one of the germans i became friends with last year. i missed him dearly too.
this little tour thing is making me insane, but not in a bad way.
i've managed to talk to people i didnt think i would ever talk to again aka: kathren. weird, yes i know believe me, but i dont think we have any reason anymore to dislike each other as we did in the past.
i'm growing closer to the kids that will be leaving for college. it makes me really sad to think about them leaving, much less reaching the end of our tour.
but then on the other hand.......... i miss everyone back at home. i feel like i'm missing out on a whole bunch of stuff, even though i am pretty sure nothing tooooooooo fantastic is going on.
it doesnt stop there, i am meeting younger kids and hanging out and enjoying myself with them. so now i grow close to them and leave them in a year, damn high school is like a horrible cycle.
im getting used to germany and my german friends. i dont want to say good bye and remember that i'm probably never going to see them again. fuck living on the other side of the ocean..... i saw sam svobda, yesterday, who was an exchange student first semester and to think wow im never going to see this kid or talk to him again was horrible. plus im getting used to this keyboard. the z and the y are in different places and theres some other weird stuff that i am now accustomed too.
oh well i better enjoy this while it lasts....
this little tour thing is making me insane, but not in a bad way.
i've managed to talk to people i didnt think i would ever talk to again aka: kathren. weird, yes i know believe me, but i dont think we have any reason anymore to dislike each other as we did in the past.
i'm growing closer to the kids that will be leaving for college. it makes me really sad to think about them leaving, much less reaching the end of our tour.
but then on the other hand.......... i miss everyone back at home. i feel like i'm missing out on a whole bunch of stuff, even though i am pretty sure nothing tooooooooo fantastic is going on.
it doesnt stop there, i am meeting younger kids and hanging out and enjoying myself with them. so now i grow close to them and leave them in a year, damn high school is like a horrible cycle.
im getting used to germany and my german friends. i dont want to say good bye and remember that i'm probably never going to see them again. fuck living on the other side of the ocean..... i saw sam svobda, yesterday, who was an exchange student first semester and to think wow im never going to see this kid or talk to him again was horrible. plus im getting used to this keyboard. the z and the y are in different places and theres some other weird stuff that i am now accustomed too.
oh well i better enjoy this while it lasts....