May 12, 2004 00:12
hey, sorry i havnt updated in a while, been busy. i went to the movies today with danielle =D really fun even though the movie sucked....but no matter what when im with her im happy all the time. i miss her so much, but in a different way, i miss us. i miss the how we where last summer...it was the best summer ive had. i know shes moving to Bellrica but i dont care ill still be able to talk to her and see her sometimes, and even that is good. i know i should say this because i know shes gunna see this and make her upset but i just have to get it off my chest, Danielle is the onl person so far that i actually love, and shes the type of person i can see a future with, and it just pisses me off how i let her slip through my fingers like that. i just wish she would beleive i actually changed and i wish she would give me that second chance, but i know its not gunna happen and thats what makes me sad, i wish i could just go back and not have fucked up like i dod, i loved being with her and i still do, i lover her with all my heart, ive tried to get over her ive been trying ever since i broke up with her, but its just not possible...i love you Danielle and you should give a second chance another thought.
++Avo!D++