i hate my life
today started out ok i guess, i woke up and then got picked up by alden and vanessa, went over vanessa'a house for a little, then went to GT with rob and sam. i met up with jeff and left with him, came home and got wicked depressed, and im not gunna say why because i know it will just cause conflicts. its just that i love you so god damn much and the love seems like its going to waste and i cant tell if i should just give up or keep trying....