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Besides that, Hi. How are you all doing? Great!
Well, just in case if you were wondering at all, I'm doing alright. I think I may be losing my mind. And at this point, I have no one at all to talk about it with, that will take me in the least bit seriously, er that will not think I am stupid for opening my mouth.
On a totally different note. I am bored.
I visited Karac yesterday. I really honestly couldn't tell you if it was worth my time er if I completely regret it. It just almost seems like it didn't even happen. And if it did, it really shouldn't have.
Then I went to Stillman with Josh. Dan is real mad at Josh, because Brenda blew everything out of proportion and started saying things that weren't true. So I tried talking to him and he said that I had my facts wrong, and I had no idea why he was mad at Josh...anyway, it was just really fucking annoying and pathetic and stupid. Everybody just needs to knock it off. I swear, you really think you get out of it, and you are just sucked right in it again. Christ. You know it ain't easy...
I really feel like I am not alive anymore, my body just keeps going to amuse itself. I'm just so tired. And as much as I want to be around people and have fun, I truly do not. I sometimes just wish it all away. And thats why I think I'm crazy...because I don't know why I would want it to disappear. I love it really...I guess I just need out and start over somewhere...where I don't know anybody. I really don't have anyone here to miss...except for the few, and you know who you are.
If you read this, don't take me seriously. I'm just tired and delirious right now.
Ok I'm done as of now.
Love Kind Of,
-Brittany
Besides that, Hi. How are you all doing? Great!
Well, just in case if you were wondering at all, I'm doing alright. I think I may be losing my mind. And at this point, I have no one at all to talk about it with, that will take me in the least bit seriously, er that will not think I am stupid for opening my mouth.
On a totally different note. I am bored.
I visited Karac yesterday. I really honestly couldn't tell you if it was worth my time er if I completely regret it. It just almost seems like it didn't even happen. And if it did, it really shouldn't have.
Then I went to Stillman with Josh. Dan is real mad at Josh, because Brenda blew everything out of proportion and started saying things that weren't true. So I tried talking to him and he said that I had my facts wrong, and I had no idea why he was mad at Josh...anyway, it was just really fucking annoying and pathetic and stupid. Everybody just needs to knock it off. I swear, you really think you get out of it, and you are just sucked right in it again. Christ. You know it ain't easy...
I really feel like I am not alive anymore, my body just keeps going to amuse itself. I'm just so tired. And as much as I want to be around people and have fun, I truly do not. I sometimes just wish it all away. And thats why I think I'm crazy...because I don't know why I would want it to disappear. I love it really...I guess I just need out and start over somewhere...where I don't know anybody. I really don't have anyone here to miss...except for the few, and you know who you are.
If you read this, don't take me seriously. I'm just tired and delirious right now.
Ok I'm done as of now.
Love Kind Of,
-Brittany