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[rancidxmilk]

nights are the worst
the realization of a knife in my chest
as it was pulled out and jammed back in
while twisting and splintering
i'd trade everything for one time, one night
sorry you don't feel the same
i'm turning and looking the other way
but constantly glancing back over my shoulder
and let me tell you
i wish i was one way or the other
love means nothing to me anymore
you'll be glad to know
i keep letting myself get hurt and let down
there's nothing that could make it right again
nothing that i would take back
but everything i would do differently
i never thought it would end like this
what have i done?
what have i done?