Feb 06, 2007 20:13
since sunday night, greg and i have talked more than we have on the phone in the past week. hahahaa.
well, everything is going alright. i mean, the best it possibly could in this situation.
there is something severely wrong with me. i honestly don't understand what the hell was going on in my head. but past is past and everything for a reason, right?
i have no spine & im weak. now i have time away from the most perfect person i will ever meet ((greg)) and have time to grow one, and learn to be a better person/life partner.
hes an amazing best friend. and i love him. in every single way i could possibly love him. thats never going to change, whether were together or not. i honestly believe we were meant for each other. what i did was a test, i suppose. and amazingly. were going to get through this. he already has. now i need to.
♥