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So i havent really updated this thing in a long while.
whats been going on in my life? Way to much.
Im going to Oneonta every weekend now to see Bryan (my boyfriend of about 2-3 months). Going to the city during the week days after work. I swear that place can never get boring. Then working my normal 8-4, Monday-Friday
I'm really excited for the new year to start only because i got some bitchen calanders. One day-by-day and the other a wall calander. They fit in my office just right. I cheated and read my Dilbert day-by-day, not all of the comics just a few days worth.
The Christmas tree is up at work and at home. Lights are hung, presents set, candy canes in an endless amount. I cant really get into Christmas this year, maybe it's becuase its the first one without my family, the first one away from home, the first one without my momma.
Speaking of Momma, i may be moving back to Florida, shocker i know. Not saying i *WANT* to move its just that i may have to move. Mommas really sick, and she needs someone to take care of her, i feel as though she took care of me for so long i should just repay her. She says i need to live my life, and be free. I just cry. I am not going anywhere without Bryan. I may move to Florida with him, and or Oneonta. But Oneonta is such a boring town, only has a few lights, and a few stores. I'd need to take a job in Albany which is an hour away. I'd do that for him..i'd travel. Hell i may already be giving up my awesome paying job down here, to move to some po-dunk town. Just for him. But nonetheless nothing is happening for at least 6 months. So keep your panties on.
I've lost more weight, can you actually believe that? I was 200 pounds when i moved here, how could i have let myself get to far? Well i changed that, in a jiffy. Worknig out, eating right, cutting portions, almost starving myself at times helps. I lost, as to date, 60 pounds. I dont feel like stopping. I am slimmer, i can tell. My clothes? Forget about it, they dont fit at all. I keep wearing them to remind myself of what a cow i was before. Some say anorexia, i say diet. Fuck 'em. Haters.
I'm sure ill look back at this entry and delete it.