im rubber you're a fool.

Nov 06, 2005 01:56

I try to be a good friend but theres a line that you need to draw where being a good friend is going to jeopardize something important in your life. I'm honestly not concerned with balancing being a good friend and staying true to myself, because right now I think i've taken the importance off friends and focused my loyalty to my family. It's the way it should have been all along, but I was too stupid/young to realize that family is not something you grow out of... like some friends. Looking back and knowing that I can't see my family as often as I desire, I wish I had spent more time with them instead of my friends.

Maybe I can be both? I have some amazing friendships that have brought me much happiness, but if they have to end for one reason or another... it's alright. At the same time, I've done a terrible job of making new friends... I freaking suck at this friend thing. In short, I love you all and I'm sorry I can't do a better job to show it.
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