RECLINER OF RAGE...
ya its monday night and nothing's goin on. i was supposed to go to kees' and watch the passion of the christ and eat beer bratwurst but i ended up with no ride. i didnt really care much cuz i felt kinda outta it today. he got the new amon amarth album so i really wanted to go and lisen to that. some other time. so im still trying to put all the bits and pieces of saturday night back together. i still cant believe how drunk i was. hez told me that after like a half hour of being gone i came in the room and fell in the chair and was slurring "ladies and gentleman, we have drunk." i dont know, just really funny cuz i usually dont get that messed up. i guess we all have our low points. im gonna start not drinking as much though cuz that was really outta control how sick i got and everything. and i feel stupid for ruining what couldve been a really great night. oh vodka, you always get me in the end. still pumped about san fran. although ill be more pumped when i work with steve and have a lot more money. i heard they have really cool cd stores and shit up there. i might wait to buy the new green day cd up there so i can come back with something. i might buy some shotglasses cuz i collect em and i might pick up a couple cool lighters for someone special if they have any cool enough. me and cuz are gonna crusie around on the trolley's and eat ricearonie. it'll be hawt. i really hope the indian haunted thing doesnt disappoint. um i havent been listening to music the past couple days, i dont know why its prolly just cuz ive been chillin and either on the phone or watching movies or whatever. i did watch my cradle dvd today which was fucking kick ass as usual. the drummer adrian is so fucking good its sickening. i wish they had a camera that would focus on the drums the whole time cuz its fucking insane to see someone pull that shit off live. i still wish i could bust out some double bass like that but it'll just take time and practice. that or i get lessons from fat bastard. that'd be a fucking dream come true. anyway, im tired and i wanna finish watching conan so im out. good night to anyone who reads this shit.