UHHH........
ya, im bored. i feel like a bastard right now for not letting stuff be dropped. thats one of my major flaws. you piss someone off, you apologize, you let it go. you dont keep calling and opening the wound over and over. so you know who you are, im sorry. anyway, dropping that..........i watched the ring for the first time in like a year. it was good. i wanna watch the sixth sense dammit. hez always tells me its really good and i wanna see the ghosts and shit in there. i know ive seen it before and a couple of things in there have creeped me out but i wanna see it again. uh, talked to kees earlier for like 5 minutes. nothing exciting. ive just been chillin here tonight by myself. hopefully tomorrow will go better and things will be conch free like i want em to be. i ran a few errands with D today and picked up a couple things. that was about it though today besides the movies. after that ive been home like all day. which isnt bad cuz im still resting up its just kinda boring. i got nachos bel grande from taco bell today which is still no islands but it was damn good nonetheless. still need to get a damn hawaiin burger though...tomorrow is poway days which i dont wanna do cuz the fucking heat and too many people. hopefully tomorrow i wont have any traces of this damn cold left. i just wanna be healthy and not have asthma and a cough and a runny nose all day. i think im gonna make a chili dog cuz i havent eaten since that taco bell. ive had like one thing to eat each day since ive been sick cuz i have no appetite. i wouldve forced down that hawaiin burger though. so good. ok anyway, enough with this horrible rambling journal entry. im gonna go eat and take some cold medicine and get the fuck to sleep and forget about some of the shit that happened today. shit, tomorrow is 9-11, i dont know what to say except that that shit hit me really hard and i will never forget that day as long as i live. i remember being hungover on our old porch in lake elsinore with my friend tyler and my mom running out and saying wed better get up cuz someone was attacking our country. it was crazy how much that brought everyone together. those first couple weeks after that were such a weird time with the news on all the time and the talks in school and just so much shit. i remember hanging out in sun city and smoking weed and discussing the state of our country for hours with our whole group and even our friends parents. i remember one time we were on our porch and a guy was jogging by with an american flag and we were like fuck ya. that was like the first time i ever felt patriotic. and things have kinda gone to shit with bush since then but i remember after those attacks everyone had a little more pride in the country for a while. it was kinda cool. i dont know, ill just never forget that day for as long as i live.