May 30, 2004 01:46
i'm sad......i don't know what to do with myself......i think about you all the time......i hurt but i'm trying to make it go away.....i'm sorry....sorry for everything......i don't know anymore......i'm so confused......i want to go to your house at night and knock on your window......just to see you......not to talk just....just to look in your eyes again....
i don't want anyone else
i don't want Lilly
i want you.....but you don't want me
it hurts....it hurts a lot
...but...
i miss you
...and...
i can't just throw my love for you away
i don't know what i'm saying except that i miss you and i'm still in love with you.......and i don't want that love for you to ever go away....if that happened.....i would be completely empty.....
i'm gone