May 16, 2011 15:52
I'm reading through old twincest stories/comments and it hurts my heart. I miss the feeling of being able to write without inhibition. Even if my writing sucked. I miss when the fandom was so huge that we'd get a bajillion comments in an hour and just squeal and not have a care in the world. I miss thinking that I would someday meet the band and become bffs with them because I literally thought they were the only thing I had. When they were the only reason I breathed. I don't miss the assholes, or the embarrassing moments with fake Benjis and Joels on MysSpace, but I miss everything else about the fandom.
Siiiiiigh. I can't wait until June.
[/sappy nostalgic ramble]