new 'profile'
hehe i laugh:
Here I sit, a bag of bones which i consider somewhat unusual at times but hardly anything to fuss about. I wonder what time will tell in the future considering it is a sinking ship of hopeless dreams for all who fall deeply under the spell of romantic underlying fantasies. I wish someone could shake me up to where I can stir away the emotionless past of images unknown in by tired headaches. What if you were here and we were there and you could here me breath everyday and every night underneath the cold pillow I stick my dreary arms beneath once again. How can I be if I can't see you in your restlessness. I wonder
Anyway, I now have a job and it is quite exciting although i find myself dipping into a serious case of procrastination. I truly believe it is the devil and he is just making me find every singe reason not to do what i actually need to do. I hate demons. raaaaaa
So anyway, my job entails that I am the Music teacher of the Morrisonville schools, which is about 30 miles south of springfield. I teach the grade school general music, then jump over to the jr/sr high school to teach both band and choir to both jr. and sr. high at two different times. I have my hands full to say the least.... and yet i do nothing about it. I've waisted over 24 hours of good working time to watch mindless television or sleep during the day. What a waiste of space i've been.
I'm playing drums tomorrow at church which is exciting, because it's my newest favorite instrument.
Everyone is getting married except me and it really is pulling at my heart strings. Goodbye June 17, 2006. God will take care of me, God will prevail, God will be my strength, God will lead me, God will help me if I ask. God help me.
I haven't talked to most of my livejournal friends for a real long time, hope everyone is doing well... all 5 of you.
Here I sit, a bag of bones which i consider somewhat unusual at times but hardly anything to fuss about. I wonder what time will tell in the future considering it is a sinking ship of hopeless dreams for all who fall deeply under the spell of romantic underlying fantasies. I wish someone could shake me up to where I can stir away the emotionless past of images unknown in by tired headaches. What if you were here and we were there and you could here me breath everyday and every night underneath the cold pillow I stick my dreary arms beneath once again. How can I be if I can't see you in your restlessness. I wonder
Anyway, I now have a job and it is quite exciting although i find myself dipping into a serious case of procrastination. I truly believe it is the devil and he is just making me find every singe reason not to do what i actually need to do. I hate demons. raaaaaa
So anyway, my job entails that I am the Music teacher of the Morrisonville schools, which is about 30 miles south of springfield. I teach the grade school general music, then jump over to the jr/sr high school to teach both band and choir to both jr. and sr. high at two different times. I have my hands full to say the least.... and yet i do nothing about it. I've waisted over 24 hours of good working time to watch mindless television or sleep during the day. What a waiste of space i've been.
I'm playing drums tomorrow at church which is exciting, because it's my newest favorite instrument.
Everyone is getting married except me and it really is pulling at my heart strings. Goodbye June 17, 2006. God will take care of me, God will prevail, God will be my strength, God will lead me, God will help me if I ask. God help me.
I haven't talked to most of my livejournal friends for a real long time, hope everyone is doing well... all 5 of you.