Onward with my life...
Graduation was Saturday and it was a pretty awesome day. My family and friends were there and everyone made me feel real nice. My favorite part of the day was walking across the stage, shaking the president's hand, taking the degree, and walking off. acutally that wasn't my favorite. My FAVORITE part was sitting down after walking across the stage and opening up the case that my degree was in and seeing my name attached with a Bachelor of Arts. What an amazing accomplishment. Now what to do with the rest of my life..... i've conquered the "school" thing...... now it's conquering the "real life" thing. I'm not ready for the big world. I am still in student teaching which REALLY SUCKS THE LIFE OUT OF ME. Don't get me wrong, i obviously love teaching--and i use the word love loosely--but this whole student teaching thing has really gotten me burnt out. Being under someone elses rules and guilelines is just a bunch of crap and i'm tired of it. Friday is my last day and thank heavens for that. I'm definitely going to miss all the crazy personalities of the students i have come into contact with... so that is one downside. The students have definitely been my favorite part. Just seeing how God and create so many people so differently is just amazing.
I am hoping and praying that I get a job in Springfield as a music teacher somewhere in the springfield public school district. I'm interviewing next week for "screening interviews". I have such a weird feeling about finding a job. I don't know if it is a peace or if it is a lack of caring. Sometimes I feel that God is giving me peace about a job situation and other times i feel like maybe i'm just not doing a good job of trying. But i'm waiting on springfield. If that doesn't work out, then I will look elsewhere. Maybe i should cover my bases.... i don't know. Growing up is really hard.... but i'm starting to like it.
I am hoping and praying that I get a job in Springfield as a music teacher somewhere in the springfield public school district. I'm interviewing next week for "screening interviews". I have such a weird feeling about finding a job. I don't know if it is a peace or if it is a lack of caring. Sometimes I feel that God is giving me peace about a job situation and other times i feel like maybe i'm just not doing a good job of trying. But i'm waiting on springfield. If that doesn't work out, then I will look elsewhere. Maybe i should cover my bases.... i don't know. Growing up is really hard.... but i'm starting to like it.